Bak!
Its been a reaaaallyyyy long time since my last post. I wouldn't be surprised if you have forgotten me. I certainly have. What with so many things going on in my life. So many changes. It is amazing how much i have changed in the past few years. My last blog was in Sept of 2006. It is almost May of 2009. Three years and i can barely even recognise myself...
Well, its not my fault altogether. A lot did change in the last 2 something years in my life. Some for worse. But mostly for good. Some casual changes. Some really serious ones.
Some things have stuck with me though - like for example i still enjoy watching movies :)
These plethora of changes was also a reason i stopped blogging - I was too busy changing. Not literally though!
I think that this would also lead to a very genuine question - why am i back? Is the metamorphosis over?
Not really. But somewhere down the line i realised that i am filled with too much - too much thought, too much to do, too much work, too much emotions. And for some reason, i dont see a way out. The people nearest to me - in proximity and otherwise - dont seem to understand. Or so i like to think. Ultimately, it comes down to how much i understand and how much i can communicate and i know i have been failing on both counts; though not utterly. So for no fault of theirs, they get blamed.
Hopefully things change now. I hope. I pray.
Leaving all this crap aside, i have decided to start blogging regularly now. Or at least as regularly as my thoughts and time permit. But before i do that, i am just writing below the things i am doing currently so that if i mention them in my blogs further, you are not surprised -
1. I am trying to learn Arabic. Although i know how to read it i am starting to learn the true meaning and talk.
2. I am thinking of gifting myself a car. Had been thinking of a Honda City earlier but i have changed my mind; or so i like to think
3. I am working very hard. What with production of my project postponed 4 times, the project has gone from bad to worse. A lot of pressure and eyes on me to fix things.
4. I am mentioning this last because it has had the biggest impact on my life and is the hottest topic for me - I m preparing for IAS :) yes you heard it right. Although i had never thought of it, things have changed. Partially due to the attacks on Mumbai. Helping me out in this is a friend of mine who is also started studying with me. So i get company while studying which is great considering my extremely short attention span.
So more about all 4 points later. Since i plan to continue blogging, you should hear of all of them a lot.
Till then - njoy!
Well, its not my fault altogether. A lot did change in the last 2 something years in my life. Some for worse. But mostly for good. Some casual changes. Some really serious ones.
Some things have stuck with me though - like for example i still enjoy watching movies :)
These plethora of changes was also a reason i stopped blogging - I was too busy changing. Not literally though!
I think that this would also lead to a very genuine question - why am i back? Is the metamorphosis over?
Not really. But somewhere down the line i realised that i am filled with too much - too much thought, too much to do, too much work, too much emotions. And for some reason, i dont see a way out. The people nearest to me - in proximity and otherwise - dont seem to understand. Or so i like to think. Ultimately, it comes down to how much i understand and how much i can communicate and i know i have been failing on both counts; though not utterly. So for no fault of theirs, they get blamed.
Hopefully things change now. I hope. I pray.
Leaving all this crap aside, i have decided to start blogging regularly now. Or at least as regularly as my thoughts and time permit. But before i do that, i am just writing below the things i am doing currently so that if i mention them in my blogs further, you are not surprised -
1. I am trying to learn Arabic. Although i know how to read it i am starting to learn the true meaning and talk.
2. I am thinking of gifting myself a car. Had been thinking of a Honda City earlier but i have changed my mind; or so i like to think
3. I am working very hard. What with production of my project postponed 4 times, the project has gone from bad to worse. A lot of pressure and eyes on me to fix things.
4. I am mentioning this last because it has had the biggest impact on my life and is the hottest topic for me - I m preparing for IAS :) yes you heard it right. Although i had never thought of it, things have changed. Partially due to the attacks on Mumbai. Helping me out in this is a friend of mine who is also started studying with me. So i get company while studying which is great considering my extremely short attention span.
So more about all 4 points later. Since i plan to continue blogging, you should hear of all of them a lot.
Till then - njoy!
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